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[ , Monday,
the 11th of September
about 7pm] |
LiveJournal...
I havent updated this in forever. It seems like years.
It hasnt been, but it feels like it.
I miss LiveJournal.. Now everything is myspace. myspace. myspace.
myspace is bigger than livejournal ever dreamed.
eh
I wouldnt be writing in this but right now, I just feel like I really need to be writing in something, and Im honestly to lazy to just write on paper because I dont want writers cramp.
& it doesnt matter that Im rambling and writing to myself because no one ever reads this stuff anymore anyways.
The real reason why Im venting..
One of my bestfriends has changed so much in the last few months.. me and her were unseprable. We were known for just being together 24/7, and then summer came.. and things have never been this different.
We never used to fight. NEVER. and if we did it was over something so stupid and we would be over it in a snap. Now, I have so much ager and sadness towards her. She hangs out with a "new girl" and this new girl used to be my friend.. and they didnt even get along.. and now theyr all of a sudden (since summer- glued to the hip and constantly togethr)
Nothing that has to do with our friendship is even important anymore. Or at least thats how I feel. She feels differently supposedly. But I just got off the phone with her while she talked for 50 minutes and 11 seconds about herself. She would never stop to think how Im doing. I just feel like she doesnt realize the importance of our friendship, or maybe not that. maybe she just takes it for granted??
There are seasonal friends and everlasting friends.
I thought we were everlasting friends. But at the rate we are right now, Im not so sure.
And it hurts me to ever being saying anything like this but its how Im feeling right now and I hope to god no one is reading this because I just really need to vent and this is the only thing I could think of right here right now. & I probaly sound like a pathetic loser but I dont care.
Im just really sad. & stressed. I have school every day, practiceEVERY DAY until 5:30, I go to Seabreeze now and dont even get home till 6:30. I wake up at 5:30. To leave by 6 to get to school =/ I have a job now. Maui Nix screwed me over like 2 months ago. Really badly. It hurt to. Because I did alot for them. But thats another rampage. That I dont feel like typing about. God Im just so stressed.
I miss old days.
& I hate that Im saying that because duh everyone misses the old days. But Im just really sad right now and I miss it bad!
I miss Evie. I dont even hardly know her anymore. Its really sad.
I miss my dad, I havent seen him in over a year.
I miss how me and joel used to be.. things are so different.
Some days we are amazing some days were awfyul.
I just miss how much we used to be in love. We were so so so soooooooo happy.
I have to start applying to colleges soon. actually like now.
& im scared. I dont want to but I have to.
Not that I dont want to go away because I do but I dont want to deal with applications and being accepted or denied. I am sooo scared.
ugh. im gonna go eat something.
if anyone read any of this im sorry, please disregaurd me.
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[ , Thursday,
the 1st of June
about 8pm] |
1 more year.
thats all
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[ , Tuesday,
the 27th of December
about 5pm] |
I have a new livejournal..
& im going too start writing in it.
add me.
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[ , Saturday,
the 17th of December
about 7pm] |
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i miss my friends.
my whole life has changed.
it doesnt feel like christmas yet.
im ready too go back in time now.
what happened too me.
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| what i've always wanted. |
[ , Monday,
the 31st of October
about 8am] |
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So I havent updated in almost 2 months.
Alot has changed, alot.
I think I've grown up alot in the past couple months when it comes to my perspective.
But a lot has changed with not just me but my friends.
One of my bestfriends and I didnt even talk for almost a month, over something small to me but huge too her, but it got to the point where I thought even our friendship was over.
Another bestfriend that I've had since I was 8 freakin years old, dropped out of highschool. Dumb decision if you ask me, because she has the ability to soar and do what she wants, she gets good grades, but she's just bored.. but arent we all? I was really mad at her, but Im over it now. I just really hope for her sake that everything education wise goes the way she thinks it will.
Oh BTW Im even more head over heels for Joel Crandall than I was before. It was cute reading my last 15 entries, mostly about Joel. But I really am happy. Happier than ever before, and it's just weird cause I've never had this before. Im always stuck with guys that treat me like shit, or annoy me, or just are plain jerks and fuck me over. But Joel hasnt, and idk I really really am happy.
Schoool?? I have 18 months left. Graduation cannot come fast enough. Seriously, everyone talks about how highschool is supposed to be the funnest part of our lives, will why do I always find myself longing for graduation, and dreading school everyday. I dont like it. My grades are pretty good but honestly I hate this. & its going to be even worse next year. Everyone will be gone, except a short few of my friends. Idk, I cant even begin to say how much i regret not dual enrolling last year so I can graduate this year.
But yeah, Im @ school, so I need to go. I just figured I'de stop into good ole livejournal and do a nice lil update.
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[ , Monday,
the 12th of September
about 4pm] |
i want to look good at homecoming.
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[ , Sunday,
the 11th of September
about 7pm] |
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sic transit gloria... glory fades - brand new |
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Ok So,
It's been two months and two days of bliss. Just pure bliss.
We had our first argument Saturday night.. but we ended the night with our first I Love You's.
No Boy has ever made me feel the way this boy makes me feel. I can't stop smiling, and I am so freakin happy.
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[ , Sunday,
the 4th of September
about 5pm] |
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love
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| <33joel |
[ , Saturday,
the 20th of August
about 7pm] |
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Okay, I believe you but my tommy gun dont - Brand New |
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I just got home from moving Joel to Jacksonville.
Hiss apartment and gorg! and I <333 it. We decorated it soooooooo cute. I cannot wait till I can go up there A SAP.
I miss him already. I've heard nothing but bad things about long distance relationships and that makes me sad, miss him, and scared.
Him moving is really reality that summer fun & games is over. Sucks.. summer was perfect.
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[ , Sunday,
the 14th of August
about 8pm] |
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I've NEVER been so happy.
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[ , Tuesday,
the 9th of August
about 10pm] |
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one month.
<3
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[ , Tuesday,
the 2nd of August
about 4pm] |
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...2 days till its been a week since I was burned.
...3 days till Joel's birthday.
...4 days till my mom leaves.
...5 days till warped tour or joshs' house.
...6 days till my birthday.
...7 days till my first day of school.
...8 days till my mom comes back.
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[ , Saturday,
the 30th of July
about 10pm] |
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i keep fogerting to write this
but
my cell phone is back on jerks!!!
four five three zero eight nine one.
holla
p.s my mom threw me a suprise sweet 16 birthday prty today. lots of my friends were there. it was weird being with everyone but very satisfying.<3333
sucks that my actual birthday is the first day of school. eh
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[ , Saturday,
the 30th of July
about 12pm] |
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1st degree burns on my chest and 2nd degree burns on my face... had to go to the hospital I feel like crap.
Joel came to the hospital as soon as my mom told him I was there. Then he came to my doctors appointments the next day. & brought me BurgerKing. good boyfriend. ♥ he's in sebastion now though until tomorrow. <3
Schuledule
1st TV PRO
2nd Chemistry I Honors
3rd AP US History
4th AP Eng Lit Comp
5th Spanish
6th Math
7th Majorettes
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[ , Wednesday,
the 27th of July
about 12pm] |
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partners in crime - comeback kid |
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ok... so i guess i should update.
even though im like 89.9% sure no one even reads this shit anymore cause everyone (like me) is totally hooked on myspace. but for those 10.1% of you who still do. here... im updating.
Im still with Joel. I like him way more than Ive ever liked anyone else.. and idk. Everythings just totally perfect with me and him, and Im really happy.
I stopped hanging out with alot of people this summer. I havent hung out with Ramtin Kelly Casey (she was dating my cousin though) Matt R Bubba Jon D'Anthony or even Camya practically at all. It's weird but everyone I hung out with all year last year. I saw them maybe a few times talked to them occasionally but we never hung out. Me & Cam did at first and dont get me wrong we're still BFFL!!!!!! but we havent hung out much at all. There's always something in the way of it.
My summer has pretty much been the same. It's been me and angelique cohen and a huge group of graduated seabreeze boys. Its weird because me and Angelique never really liked eachother then all of a sudden we hung out randomly and boom we're supper close. But yeah we're always the only girls and then there's about 12 guys and then random other people. All of Joels friends mostly. But they are all really cool and so much fun to hang out with. (i like joel alot.)
My birthday is the first day of school. August 8th. I havent quite decided if I would like to go or not. I guess I will. But I dont really want to. Joel leaves August 20th for the University of North Florida. But we're gonna stay together...and its only a hr away and ill still see him once or twice a week.
I still work at Gloria Jeans. But Im looking for a new job.
Things are really good right now I guess. Im happy.
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p.s i have mhs oreintation today maybe ill post my schuledule later.
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[ , Monday,
the 11th of July
about 12pm] |
3 nights ago.
5:26 a.m
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[ , Wednesday,
the 6th of July
about 8pm] |
oo p.s
my $450 camera?
it fell out of joels car last night into kaylas yard.
we couldnt find it.
i thought i lost it.
kaylas neighbor found it this morning in the grass.
how lucky is that?
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shhh dont tell my mom she'll flip.
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[ , Wednesday,
the 6th of July
about 8pm] |
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Car Under Water |
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oh man.
i've never fell this hard before.
this is really going to hurt.
this boy is soo different from the rest.
& that scares me.
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[ , Tuesday,
the 5th of July
about 1am] |
I wish I could wake up everymorning like that.
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Im happy again.
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[ , Thursday,
the 30th of June
about 5pm] |
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Postal Service - Sleeping In. |
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Ive given up on guys.
Everything about them is bull.
BULL.
Me and Evie finally got a chance to hang out. amazingly. we had fun.. and we did catching up, which was good. i <3 my rennyboy.
Camya is still grounded which is making me crazy. Seriously sometimes parents are soo ridiculous.
I wish I would have dual enrolled. Im really regretting it now. I could be taking my senior pictures right now. and doing all the fun college applications and visiting places... and blahhblahhblahh.
NewYork/NewJersey. was a blast. I had a lotta fun and Im really glad I went even though Im about $950.00 less rich than before I left. & the thing is I didnt have to pay for food transportation or where we stayed. hm. Im glad Im home though I was staring to get homesick.
Daytonas been kinda boring lately.
Someone call me and we'll hang out.
O & 4th of July coming up. idk what im doing but it better be fun.
Last year me and evie went swimming with the sharks w/ all of our clothes on while fireworks went off above water and then we walked to the hotel down a1a just with boxers on.
I hope this year is fun.
Im going to go though. Im starving. I just figured Ide update this beast since I hardly ever do.
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| UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[ , Sunday,
the 12th of June
about 7pm] |
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okay...
since when am i the blushing nervous clumsy type around guys.
why him.
ugh i hate this.
im ridiculous.
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p.s still no decision about seabreeze vs mainland
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[ , Sunday,
the 12th of June
about 12pm] |
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My mom just told me I can go to Seabreeze.
Out of no where.
Last year and the year before I used to beg and cry all summer to go to Seabreeze but my mom never would let me.
Today she said I have 3 days to make a decision so we could go talk to Mr Austin & enroll me and get me in the right classes.
I dont know.
I cant make this kind of desicion especially not now.
The only thing holding me back from going as of right now is Majorettes. Im finally Captain. Something I wanted to be since I was little.
& then of course theirs TV Pro.
Thats like my 2nd family & me and Cam have a blast making the school laugh.
& then theres Seabreeze where all of my child hood friends are.
A place Ive wanted to go to for so long. =/
I dont know.
I just dont.
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[ , Saturday,
the 11th of June
about 6pm] |
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i wish there was a medicine for
get. boy. off. of. mind.
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[ , Saturday,
the 4th of June
about 10pm] |
Comment.
Now.
Anonymously.
Do It.
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[ , Tuesday,
the 31st of May
about 9pm] |
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its no big deal....break her heart...let her down...
make her her cry ...you "love" her right?...every
thing is fine...hold her hand...lead her on...its
no big deal ...she's just a girl...right?
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| Summer is going to be so good I can already taste it. |
[ , Wednesday,
the 25th of May
about 11pm] |
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grand theft autumn |
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Wow. HighSchool is halfway over. Time has flown by way too fast. I can remeber my 1st day of 9th grade so perfectly. It's weird to think I only have the time left of the time Ive already finished if that makes any sense.
Anyway.. I promised pictures.. So here they are.
These ones are just Me & Camya trying to be cool.. but Im just posting them anyways.
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( Hold On. I need to Put On My Sexy Shoes. )
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[ , Monday,
the 23rd of May
about 10am] |
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Holla Back - Gwen Stephani |
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- My weekend was just incredible.
- Friday was soo random and everywhere all day long until well into the night but I loved it.
- Saturday was so much better than I expected. I was soo happy as all of my friends walked across the stage and said goodbye to mainland. I thought I would be crying so hard I wouldnt be able to stay but I didnt. I just smiled and cheered them on. It was a day and night I will never forget.
- Sunday started off gay but turned out to be a blast! Another night I will always remeber. I got payed $40 to fall in love with George, have the time of my life, hang out with the bestest friend a girl can ask for, and loose 5 pounds just from dancing my butt off. I honestly dont think I'be ever danced so much in my life.Between last night and the night before.
I'll post pictures later.
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Oh & P.S.....
Being in your arms again two days agowas perfect. Looking up at you just like I used too was perfect. Those 3 minutes made my day. Everything just went back to normal for those 3 minutes, and my whole life was just right.
I suppose my heart still hasnt moved on. Im going to miss you so much. ♥♥
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[ , Thursday,
the 12th of May
about 5pm] |
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Im in denial.
Seniors arent going to be graduating.
Everythings going to stay the same.
Im not gonna have to travel hours to go visit them, everythings going to stay the same.
They'll be here. With me. Theyr not Leaving.
Right...?
O someone please say right.
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[ , Wednesday,
the 11th of May
about 11pm] |
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yeah so its 11:38 at night, and i just got home, and i shoould be doing my homework.
BUT nooo... im a little slacker!!!!!
ha. oh well. i'll pass my test for history tomorrow.
anyway, today was suprisingly really really good.
Starting off when my alarm went off, I felt rested and happy, instead of the normal fuck the world attitude i have when i 1st wake up.
so that was good.
and for some reason, i actually decided to get dressed today, instead of wearing what i wore the night before to bed, or just throwing on my baseball sweatshirt and jeans. odd.
Then for the entire day, I was in a extremly good mood, and didnt sleep through not a single class.
After school I went to the bank, then to get fitted for a wedding, then fitted for majorettes, and then! walmart bought slippers, and office dept to become organized... haha idk.
So then I come home get online about 6, talk to ramtin for a while, we get sick of typing, so we call, get sick of holding the phone, so he came and picked me up..
haha well i just got home, but lets just say the night was intresting. fun experiences.
but yea, today was good.
better than usual..
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[ , Friday,
the 6th of May
about 3pm] |
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Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch |
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Just. Whatever You Do & Wherever You Go.
Dont Forget Me.
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[ , Saturday,
the 30th of April
about 12pm] |
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I have had such sensitive feelings lately.
I've been crying over everything. People who have never seen me cry, have seen me crying left and right lately, and I hate it.
Im supposed to be the happy cheerful one comforting everyone else.
Since when did I turn into such a sensitive baby??
Last Night
Was pure bliss. I loved it. From beginning to end, I loved it. There was only was part about it that I didnt like. The rest was great.
Today
Me Caitlin & Camya are gonna work together from 2- 5 earning $13 a hr in product? The later tonight we are gonna do somethin, but we donno what yet. CTC.
P.S
CONGRADULATIONS!
Lady Bucs..
Captain - Caitlin!
Co-Captain - Shawndria!
1st Luitenant - MY BEST FRIEND OF COURSE!
&
Officer In Training - SarSar!
Majorettes -
Co - Captains - Me & Lauren!
wooo hoo my childhood dream finally came true! :)
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[ , Wednesday,
the 27th of April
about 8pm] |
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Dream On |
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Crap.
Mother's Day is expensive!
What the heck.. my mom better be gratful!
Tryouts is alright.
Im really nervous about tomorrow.
Not about the team, just officer positions.
Cross your fingers for me.
I have such a busy 2 weeks coming up.
ugh. It kinda makes me dizzy, and puts my stomach in knots.
Other than that..
Life is good, I guess.
Only 2 things missing, but I can deal without.
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[ , Saturday,
the 23rd of April
about 8pm] |
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The Wheels On The Bus Go Up & Down |
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I love you.
But.. do you still love me.
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[ , Thursday,
the 21st of April
about 8am] |
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UGH! Its 8 o clock in the freakin morning. I cant keep my eyes open yet I must.
Im typing in here, as a distraction from falling asleep. My eyes are closing and I have to keep opening them back up. IM SOO TIRED. I wish I was in class right now sleeping. But Im not.. Im banned from my first period, because I havent turned in my permission slip. I've been banned all week. Left in the library by my lonesome self, to just want too SLEEP! This sucks.
I should be reading Julius Ceaser right now, considering my whole class is two acts ahead of me, but I just cant bring myself to read.. "Ay, Casca. Tell us what hath chanced today. That Ceaser looks so sad." ugh. Headache just thinking about it. I hate Shakespeare. It's so difficult. So I bougt the No Fear Shakespeare book, and now its not difficult.. just so boring!!
Im tired! I want to sleep.
I have to work tonight.. =/. Its alright though I guess. Cause I need some cash, and hopefully I'll be in the mood to suck up to people so I can get tons of it, from tips. Fun. Plus I get my check tonight. I need it considering I went shopping this week. =/. I hate shopping. Cause I always! Find something I want or need. Poo
Yeah well Im gonna go.
i guess attempt Shakespeare. Or fall asleep trying.
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[ , Wednesday,
the 20th of April
about 6pm] |
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Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street....just in an instant, it can change all that. And you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you're sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or will ever be. Everything's just perfect. For that split second that you've locked eyes, a tiny whisper, say 'make this last forever, only and just this moment forever and ever'. But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss him, how much you still love him...and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them. Try as you may, you can't make someone love you
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| The Bad & The Good. |
[ , Wednesday,
the 20th of April
about 3pm] |
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It's your touch. |
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The Good.
- I love my friends. More than ever.
- I opened up my eyes and realized what a sucker I was being toward guys. Me & Evie talked about it, and what she said is true. Im like such a sucker too boys, like woah.
- I finished my tryout routine.
- I get payed tomorrow!
- I finally bought the Killers shirt Ive wanted ever since I saw it.
The Bad.
- It's official. The Seniors are actually graduating. It was a reality check when I opened uop the new year book today. Saying goodbye is going to be so hard. Harder than it ever has been. Ive developed so many friendships this year. And not jut good friendships. But incredible friendships with so many seniors. And then theres the seniors, that I honestly cannot imagine life without. That was no exageration. I swear, Im gonna be bawling. I've already been crying over it. ♥!Seniors!
- Majorette tryouts are next week. I want to be captain. But I have competition. Sucks butthole. Im stressing.
- I still have to read Julius Ceaser. I havent even started.
- I realized Im in love. With the past.
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| i dont even care.. but too prove my point. |
[ , Saturday,
the 16th of April
about 8pm] |
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okay..
when a guy kisses a girl.
then less than a hour later goes to another girls house.
who just so happens to be his girlfriend...
wouldnt you call that having your cake and eating it too????
just wondering.
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| Spooning leads to Forking. |
[ , Friday,
the 15th of April
about 4pm] |
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You cant have your cake and eat it too.
Well he basically is.
Why cant I just follow my own advice. Im such a little hypocrate. Im never gonna learn my lesson, and Im gonna keep being a little jerk about things. ugh im soooooooo dumb.
Yeah I've been soo phsyco lately. Its really making me mad. Like seriously.
Like one minute Im chill. Then the next Im freakin out.
Or like 1 second Im all happy. & then I get like depressed.
It's so weird. Moodswing Bipolarness.
I need to like chill out.
Anyway. Today was alright. Nothing that great.. I guess.
Everyone saww my hair today. Alot of touchy feely stuff going on, and alot of aw's right in my ear. haha it was cool tho. I met alot of people I didnt even no new me.
Heh. I need to go figure out what Im doing tonight I guess.
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| Just Peachy. |
[ , Friday,
the 15th of April
about 7am] |
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accomplished |
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My hair is Gone.
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Pictures..
Coming soon. Hopefully. If I feel like it.
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| i seriously hate you. |
[ , Thursday,
the 14th of April
about 3pm] |
| [ |
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Why dont you try checking up on your own children's lifes???? Hmm... lets see. One of your kids is a pothead, and the other has you fooled so badly, that I think it's hilarious.
Im not your child. Im not your responsibility. Get out of my life, and dont worry about me.
My livejournal, is for My Friends. To read. And to know what is going on within in my life... not for you or any other parents. (Your not the first) My mom trust me enough not to invade my privacy by coming into this and reading it... you dont need to come into my livejournal freak out then send it too her. Come on! You are in your late 30's.. grow up, and mind your own buisness. You concerns are not appreciated.
Your an adult. Your not going to understand everything I say.. and most likely will misunderstand alot and jump to insane idiot conclusions. Because thats how adults behave and react. Dont worry though.. Im no where near as bad as your children, so how bout.. during the time you invest checking up on my livejournal... why dont you invest it into them, and keep a closer eye out.
Your not my mom.
Dont worry about her or me.
We have a close relationship..
She knows.
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| oh no.. heartbreak. |
[ , Wednesday,
the 13th of April
about 9pm] |
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omg 1 more day..
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| This week. |
[ , Tuesday,
the 12th of April
about 5pm] |
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Tommorrow.
I work.
Thursday.
Im being blind folded. Squeezing Evie's hand as hard as I can, and chopping off my hair at Regis'.
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| your the big brother i never had.. thanks |
[ , Monday,
the 11th of April
about 3pm] |
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holy crap! I am in the bestest bestest bestest mood ever! I havent been so happy in so long. Oh my gosh Oh my gosh Oh my GOSH!!!!!!! agh im hypervenalating, woo breath kristen breath. haha just kidding. but today was great. It was awesome. It was beautiful. I <3ed it!!!
& its still not over! woohoo.
I <3 everyone right now. I have the best friends in the world. If your my friend, I <3 you. If your not. I still love you.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Im seriously in the best mood ever!!
I LOOOOOVE YOU! no seriously. I do!
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| i still heart you even tho i say i dont. |
[ , Saturday,
the 9th of April
about 8pm] |
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Scotty Doesnt Know |
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yeah. that last entry was kind of harsh. sorry boys.... i was just pretty pissed about something of someone, but im over it now..
Today.
was great, I woke up ate CheeseGrits, and went back to sleep, and then woke up again and layed on the beach for a few hours. Then went to the mall for a few hours, bought me & Groms bestfriend rings, a pair of shoes, and a present for Cammie.
Right now.
Im at the one the only. CAMYA MARIE RAMS-ME's! I heart her, shes the bestest of the best! wooohooooooooo! Haters dont Hate Cause She's MY bestfriend & not yours!
Yeah, shes like having this like big family get together thingy, and then we're going to Wes's bonfire thingy or whatever it is on the beach. Should be fun.. hopefully.
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| open up your mind, and think. |
[ , Friday,
the 8th of April
about 11am] |
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ugh guys are such fuckin loserheads, and its annoying as fuck.
<3
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[ , Thursday,
the 7th of April
about 5pm] |
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2nd place. Again...
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